Chris McCandless: Some people feel they don't deserve love. They walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.
If I don't count any world leaders or people of higher importance, no two other characters have fascinated me more than "Pink" from Roger Water's magnum opus,
The Wall, and Chris McCandless, a 24-year old adventurer who walked into the wild and to his subsequent death. The former was obviously a fictional character loosely based on Roger Water's own life. The latter, of course, generates more interest as I have always tried to understand what could trigger a high-achieving 22-year old graduate from Emory University to set off into the unknown in search of truth. When I had watched the movie first in 2008, I was blindly in support of everything he felt and said, even to the point of fighting for him on discussion forums and being offensive towards anyone who'd suggest hints of schizophrenia in his personality.
Five years later, I don't remember how many times I have watched this movie, while also having the opportunity to read Jon Krakauer's book on which this movie is based. Probably like his parents, I have mellowed down too in my opinions and I have no judgments to pass on who was right and who was wrong. As always, each one has his or her own reasons. Probably the sanest and most objective recounting of his story in the movie seems to be from his sister, Carine (Jena Malone).
The movie has a very dramatic start to it with Chris (Emile Hirsch) calling out to his mother (Marcia Gay Harden) for help in the final moments of his life. As the movie sets into a flashback, we see Chris's graduation day ceremony and the subsequent lunch meeting with his sister and parents. Chris's dad (William Hurt) comes across as the controlling type who is fixated on how one carries himself in public. When he suggests buying Chris a new car, it sets off an irritation in Chris for what he thinks is his parents' obsession with materialism and the image they portray in society. Even though he knows his grades are strong enough to get him into Harvard Law School, he sets off to pursue his dream of exploring Alaska and in his characteristic style, burns all the money he has and gives away $25,000 to a charity before leaving. Throughout his journey, he meets some interesting people, specially Jan (Catherine Keener), Rainey (Brian Dierker), Wayne (Vince Vaughn) ,Tracy (Kristen Stewart) and Mr. Franz (Hal Holbrook). We see a special bonding between Chris and Jan, who probably brings out a longing in Chris for a mother he never had. Wayne and Rainey both see in Chris a hatred for his parents and try to suggest he could be less harsh on them since he is "still a kid". Tracy is a sweet 16-year old who seems infatuated with Chris from the very moment she sees him, although Chris, very rightly, doesn't encourage anything beyond a friendship. Ron Franz is a retired military guy who has turned around his life after wasting it away on alcohol following the death of his wife and son. There's again a special relationship between the two and they both have a thing or two to teach one another.
We learn from Carine's narration of their father's "other" family which technically makes these children bastards and his wife a mistress. As months pass and his parents and sister don't hear from Chris, they slowly start to lose hope and we see his parents are not anymore what we were earlier made to believe. As in Carine's narration we learn-
"She convinces herself it’s Chris, that it’s her son when she passes a stray. And I feel for the mother in her. Instincts that seem to sense the threat of a loss, so huge and irrevocable. I began to wonder if I can understand all that Chris is saying any longer. And I catch myself and remember that these are not the parents he grew up with, but people softened by the forced reflection that comes with loss. Still, everything Chris is saying has to be said. I still trust him that everything he is doing has to be done."
In the final moments we see a change in Chris too - someone who had left civilization for what he detested and thought you don't need human relationships to be happy is finally feeling "scared and lonely". Probably his final words were
"Happiness only real when shared" as he writes it on one of his books. Though I still strongly disagree with people who suggest that he had set off on a path of self-destruction. His death was solely from a misreading of a wild plants guide where he mistakenly ingests a poisonous plant while thinking it to be edible. Although he survived it, his condition weakened and finally led to starvation and death. His trip to Alaska wasn't about running away from life, but one of finding meaning and happiness. Disillusioned probably - sometimes I wonder if being too well-read at such a young age was a curse, for what could a 22-year old really would have known and understood from reading Tolstoy and Thoreau?
Nevertheless, it's not something for us to judge. It was a story that needed to be told, and thanks to Jon Krakauer and Sean Penn, people everywhere now know who Chris was. His story has polarized people into camps on whether he deserved the attention he received and whether he should be made into a hero. Hero or not, he was different and deserves respect.
Rating: 9/10
P.S. - An additional highlight of the movie is the soundtrack from Eddie Vedder. The "poetry" that Vedder has created here sets him apart from being just another rock-star and places him, only if momentarily, along the ranks of Roger Waters, David Gilmour or Jim Morrison. This is not an exaggeration.